Am I drunk again?? Drink 1/4 of martell. Semi drunk state, as usual.. Think I had been like this for nights that I drink at home with my parents... Drunk can give u courage and do things that u usually dont dare to do. So is it consider a good or bad thing?? Although in a semi drunk state, everything still seem so realistic, I would like to tell her that she still in my mind even after so many years. Do I still have feelings for her?? If not, why I still cant get her out of my mind?? Every details still appear so clearly especially the ECP incident, regret that I didnt make a decision in the past. If that gal happen to view my blog, I would like to know what is your thinking. Can let me know if I still got the chance???

"Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart."