Monday, November 27, 2006

Finally decided to see doctor for my knee cap. Got an unusual feeling about it since poly times, now even sitting down also can feel a strain inside my left knee cap. See the MO for a few times during NS time but that MO don't seem to do anything about it except giving a few days excuse for lower limb...

Work is getting busier as there will be shifting of office, weekends going to burn again... which mean no time for me to see doctor. Another decision made is to enroll for my bachelor course which mean my time will be packed from next year onwards. A degree now become a necessary accessories in Singapore life, can't survive without it in the coming future.


"人并不懂得珍惜其眼前所拥有的东西,直至当他失去拥有的一切,方惊觉曾拥有过的是多么的珍贵!"

Monday, November 20, 2006

Some people will see setback as a kind of experience and continue to motivate oneself and more determined to move on in that direction. Others will see setback as a kind of demoralise incident and causing them to have 2nd thoughts in moving in that direction. Which group of people u belong to?

Your character, thinking changed as time progress. Quite true. In the past, setback is nothing to me which is the 1st group. But now, I more to the 2nd group. Don't dare to anyhow take a step forward, afraid of the failure as outcome...

Company always like to "extort" as much as they can from employees. They will not remember how much unpaid OT u had done but will remember how much time off u had taken... Working for them is like selling your life to them. During interview, say until like "天上有, 地上无", 5.5 days work week. Now is like almost every week 6 days. Company also state the paid OT timing ini such a way that u had to do unpaid OT and before u reached the paid OT timing, your work already finished. Company = dracula, suck till u dry....

Rejected my big boss kopi. Don't feel like been an entertainer after work some more.... They can sit inside office surf net the whole day and when I sit there for a while doing nothing, arrows keep shooting at me. Treating me like I just pass out from O Level, know nothing about M&E.... just because I keep quiet. Maybe they still don't understand beware of quiet person, coz they always do things using their heart and brain which is more deadly... Yearly increment only $50 and yet they expect u to do so much... The fastest way to promote and raise pay is by job hopping. True??

"如果你不想被别人踩在下面, 那么你就要踩在别人的头上; 命运的残酷在于扼住了你的喉咙那只手: 是你.. 还是别人! 这就是... 残酷的自然竞争法则"

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

GST going to increase again while my salary still the same... Saw the newspaper today and many people are complain it quite unfair, the rich get richer while the poor get poorer... The increase is to help the poor, but what is the definition of poor?

My boss today taught me some calculation. At first I thought he very "zhai", act "ya~ya~" in front of me, then later overheard from my boss boss, he calculated wrongly...

Watch project superstar top 24 just now, their voice seem not bad but some of them the looks cannot make it, don't have the x-factor....

"Nobody notice what u do till u don't do it"

Friday, November 10, 2006

盛夏的果实

也许放弃 才能靠近你
不再见你 你才会把我记起
时间累积 这盛夏的果实
回忆里寂寞的香气
我要试着离开你 不要再想你
虽然这并不是我本意

你曾说过 会永远爱我
也许承诺 不过因为没把握
别用沉默 再去掩饰甚么
当结果是那么赤裸裸
以为你会说甚么 才会离开我
你只是转过头 不看我

不要刻意说 你还爱我
当看尽潮起潮落 只要你记得我
你曾说过 会永远爱我
也许承诺 不过证明没把握
不用难过 不用掩饰甚么
当结果是那么赤裸裸
其实不用说甚么 才能离开我
起码那些经过 属于我

也许放弃 才能靠近你
不再见你 你才会把我记起
时间累积 这剩下的果实
回忆里爱情的香气
我以为不露痕迹 思念却满溢
或许这代表我的心

如果你会梦见我 请你再抱紧我

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Notice the difference between mid-age/married man and those young blood in their twenties from my workplace.
1st group like to do their work slowly and even when it is time to knock off like 6pm, they will stay till 6.30pm before they start to get out of the office. The 2nd group is totally different, when the time reach 5.55pm, they will start to get ready and pack up to end their day. When task is been given, they can chop chop finish it.
1st group also dont seem to manage their time, they can made a day work into a 2 days work and made people to stay back for the whole weekend.
Nothing can be done if u are not the boss.....

Finally channel U showing a good drama: 冲上云霄 at 10pm. The drama is what I looking forward to everyday to relieve my stress and unhappiness at work....

"Don't doubt yourself if you're not the best; doubt yourself only if you did not do your best."