1st step

Finally took one step forward in my 1st assignment. Dunno if the direction I heading is correct as no one to turn to help. That the problem for been a distance online student. Saw many distance students complaining to the lecturer but seem like they arent doing anything to change the situation.

Gossip with my collegue from other site and found out that actually from his photo already left a negative impression on them and those old birds had already tested on his knowledge and found out only so~so~ nia despite his mighty stories telling me everyday. My collegue say one sentence very good "A worker can never succeed when he dunno how to be humble". Now beside been a bodyguard, he double up as a role of advisor, advising me how to write email.. wth... When I just start work at this site, everything I pick up on my own, he been a more experienced guy than me, expect me to spoon feed him with all the info, start to suspect if he know how to read the as-built drawing..

Trying to do as below, succeed or not is a ?
海浪滔滔我不怕 掌起跎兒 往前划

"你有你的生命观，我有我的生命观，我不干涉你。只要我能，我就感化你。如果不能，那我就认命"