Am I changing? When I first come to this company to work, cant used to after 6pm still inside office. But recently, after 6pm still inside office become part of my daily routine, don't feel anything special, got used to it. Last time paid me to work OT, I still need to consider as my thinking is "I prefer freedom to working OT even though I got paid for it". During my next ICT, there is a major shutdown going on overnight at my workplace and is like 22 hours of OT and the thing is I actually feel a little pity that I missed it due to my ICT. OMG!! Is that the real me? Had my thinking changed to suit the society?? I cant believe it..... So is it better or worse that my thinking had change with the society (to "chiong" OT)??
Just to deceive myself, maybe I feel pity is because I lose a oppounity to gain experience from the shutdown and not the money I can get from the OT.. Haha... Is this the so call think positively??
30 more mins to knock off.... Yeah!!! Counting down.....