Am I drunk again?? Drink 1/4 of martell. Semi drunk state, as usual.. Think I had been like this for nights that I drink at home with my parents... Drunk can give u courage and do things that u usually dont dare to do. So is it consider a good or bad thing?? Although in a semi drunk state, everything still seem so realistic, I would like to tell her that she still in my mind even after so many years. Do I still have feelings for her?? If not, why I still cant get her out of my mind?? Every details still appear so clearly especially the ECP incident, regret that I didnt make a decision in the past. If that gal happen to view my blog, I would like to know what is your thinking. Can let me know if I still got the chance???

"Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart."

Last working day in 2006

Today is my last working day in 2006. So fast another year has passed... Been in the working society for almost 2 years. Next year will be more packed as my part time bachelor course will be starting, hope can cope with work and study at the same time. Today time seem passing quite fast, go tea break, then lunch with managers at a nearby restaurant, after that go walk around chinatown, come back office already 3.30pm.

Still wondering how should I spend these 4 days holiday, no much places to go and no much things for me to do... Timing for meeting friends also seem crashing, when they free, I not free... Think my office has the best view of the countdown fireworks but is there anyone that wanted to watch with me??

What it seem doesnt mean it is true. Seem like progressing but scare that it is only a wishful thinking of my part. Think I should ask her for her plans for this long weekend...

"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."

梁山伯与茱丽叶

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

千言万语里只有一句话
能表白我的心
千言万语里只有一句话
就能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
把爱永远不放开

我爱你你是我的罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意


Currently my favourite song. Best describle my situation now....

Yesterday was the unlucky day. First thing in the morning, wake up then vomit 2 times, dunno what wrong. Then inside the office so many alarms and my boss argue with the main contractor, each got it own views, then arrows fly here and there, but the fortunate thing is I am not involve in the argument, manage to escape from the arrows. That goes the whole morning...

Office seem quiet this week, most people are clearing leave and going holidays, yet I still had to standby for the few people that is working. 3 more days to long weekend!! Hope can be peacefully pass through these 3 days.

Raining the whole day yesterday, weather so cool but quite troublesome to move around in the rain. Need to carry umbrella everywhere u go. Heard JB got flooded these few days by the rain, should be quite an experience if got a chance to go there now...

She is back from China on Monday night, received a sms from her, is it a hint from her to tell me she is back or am I thinking too much?? Who should I ask for the answer?? Heaven??

"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart."

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

Gone to vivocity in the afternoon, quite crowded. But I think it will be more crowded at night as there will be a xmas countdown party. Same as previous years, this xmas I will be alone again. Firstly, I hated crowds and secondly, no much people to celebrate with. Whole night listening to Corrinne May - Joy to the World and Silent Night, her voice is good same as her looks. Wonder why people like to squeeze from the start of the street to the end. My ideal way of celebrating xmas: sit at a quiet place with nice scenery, a glass of wine, listen to carols and chatting with your loved ones or friends while waiting for xmas to come. Quite memorable...

To the her out there, enjoy your holiday in China and a happy Merry Christmas!!

"Happy, happy Christmas, that can win us back to the delusions of our childish days; that can recall to the old man the pleasures of his youth; that can transport the sailor and the traveller, thousands of miles away, back to his own fire-side and his quiet home! ~Charles Dickens"

Attended my camp bunk mate wedding last Sunday. Everything seem fine except for the rain, maybe it is a shower of blessing from heaven. 1st time attending a christian wedding, it seem quite a long process, not really used to it. Meet some of the camp mates which already lost contact after we ORD. The dinner at RTC is quite average, going there again next month for my company D&D. Wonder why so many pple host their function there? Cheap?

Finally got my internet access at my workplace, that why I can blog at this hour. Everyone seem to be clearing leave and going holiday, office seem one quarter empty. Xmas is around the corner but yet I don't feel the atmosphere. Think the last time I attend a xmas party is during my secondary school times...

"If u want others to respect u, u must learn how to respect others first."

Quoted from the movie, 墨攻. It quite a nice movie, warring with strategies, battle of wits. What is life? It is only consists of black and white, right or wrong only?? Is there any grey region?? What U think is right doesnt mean it is really right.

So fast, 3 months in this new job, finally have my own workstation in the new level office, getting my internet access next week, which mean I can msn, blog, surf net during office hours. Work seem to be a smooth sailing for me, my boss starting to let me handle the whole site alone.

msn, sms her a few times, thinking msn should be a chatting session but it turn out to be more of a Q&A session. I ask, she answer... Maybe is my wishful part of thinking. Should I continue or let go??
"收获, 这一路点滴苦痛, 原来全都是收获. 不曾错过, 也就不能拥有. 更好的你, 更好的一个我."

Register for my part time degree 2 weeks ago. Now still waiting for the news if I can enroll into it. If really cant make it, I think I will just chiong for bachelor in construction management even though it is not of my interest but related to my diploma.

"The easiest thing in the world to be is you. The most difficult thing to be is what other people want you to be. Don't let them put you in that position."