New job seem not much a problem to me, manage to handle it. Since career is on the track, what is my next thing to get moving on? Study?? Look for the gal?? Planning to go for my part time degree course in the beginning of next year. To relationship is a question mark to me, confidence seem to have left me alone... Did she happen to read my blog???

2.4km is within the timing but still need more training and "moltivation" to let me have a 100% pass.

Fireworks at chinatown yesterday night, so nice. Me and her are watching it but at different places, so near yet so far. Wish 1 day we can watch it side by side... Must have the feel of lighting fireworks personally next time. The only place I know now is Ken Ting where got fireworks to sell.

"人在许多时候，也只有在失去以后才会明白自己的心。人啊！就是这么奇怪而矛盾，也许呢最不了解的却是你自己!"

Running again...

Went for running today. Had a slight improvement, need to train harder for my ippt. Feeling quite good in my current job, can say better than last one. This job most are degree holders, think need to get 1 soon.

Receive news of Thailand military suddenly stage a coup while the PM is out, even the king agree to it. The affair is so sudden, not even a news has been breathe out. In such a short time, the whole army already full force out. But the PM said he will not agree to give up his power, so who will has the last laugh?? Let wait and see....

"我们看到圈中的小鸟知道它没有自由，但是，我们却不知道我们也是生活在一个圈圈中，只不过这个圈圈比较大，我们看不到而已!"

Reflection

Looking at the singapore scenery from my workplace, sky turn grey and rain start to fell, things started to reflect inside my mind. Remember in the middle of the night walking along east coast park with a gal. Happily chatting while walking for some distance before rain start to fell, quickly seek shelter in some underpass then wait for the rain to become lighter before we made our way back to the chalet. Every details are so clear that it seem like just happen yesterday. Everytime at east coast park or during rainy days, this incident dunno why will surely come to my mind.

Is this call destiny?? Impression of that incident never seem to go off no matter who I am with. What am I to do??? Regretted some things that I should had done but did not.

U need a second to see her, a minute to know her, a hour to remember her but a lifetime to forget her.

Maybe I need a lifetime to forget.... Who knows???

"一辈子有多长我不知道，緣份有多少我也不知道，这条路有多远我更不知道，但我只知道如果时间能够倒流我会尽力做到最好，珍惜我们的緣分和我们的点点滴滴"

1st day of my 3rd job

1st day of my 3rd job, only till today then the company tell me the working hours despite me asking them since interview. This job working hours is the longest of all I had worked in. But what to do?? 拿人钱财, 替人消灾.... Although the work is ok for me but the working hours seem unflexible, nothing to do also cannot go off... have to report and go off on the mark. Maybe it just a show for newcomer?? Who knows?? Sometimes u know it a lie, but u still hope to be true, 自我安慰... haha...

One thing very common, on the 1st day of my 2nd and 3rd job, I received a call to go for interview. It will be good if the call had come earlier...

"你必须真正体会到工作的快乐，你将来才会为了自己成功而感到开心，否则你只为了成功而工作，那你永远不会觉得快乐"

For her....

好想好想拥有你 要我怎样得到你
真得不能失去你 否则一切只为你
不管生生只为你 只要能够在一起
我是真的在乎你 心中不能没有你
爱你的心谁能比 希望能够感动你
心中只想告诉你 我是真的好爱你
曾经我没真心意 现在后悔来复习
明明对我死了心 为何我还不放弃
但我还想对你好 你却对我冷冰冰
为何你会这样做 我是真的不明白
心中只有一句话 就是你还爱我吗
虽然我们已分离 我会永远爱着你
真真假假的等待 只是为了关心你
路上没人比你好 只想爱你爱到老

"世间上最美好的爱恋，是为一个人付出的勇敢，即使因此而被伤得体无完肤，也无怨无悔"

Preparation for IPPT

Time my jogging speed today, 9km/hr. Find it quite slow. Left 2 months for me to train for my IPPT. Saw an indian guy running also, I have to admit that indians have great stamina. He seem like waiting for me to raise the white flag before he will stop. Last time passing 2.4km is nothing to me but now......speed is the problem but not stamina. Run for 5km in 33 mins today, need more improvement. Require motivation during the run, so can perform better.

"我想在每一个人的生命之中，都会有寂寞的时候，不管有多少人前呼后拥，但寂寞却似是与生俱来的事，是一个心境的问题!"

Budget Terminal

Went to see the new budget terminal today. It really different from the existing Terminal 1 and 2. It is quite inaccesible as compare to the existing both, u need to take a free shuttle bus from Terminal 2 to reach there. Budget terminal exterior look like a factory, inside is almost empty except for a restaurant. Design not as good as the existing. Even the number of people inside is much lesser. I would prefer the existing terminals in terms of facilities and layout. Although is a weekday today, there are still quite a number of people in Terminal 2. Walk around the Terminal tempted me to go for a trip and also bring back memories of my last trip, Taiwan. Next trip I would like to go will be Hongkong or Taiwan.

Also make a trip to food fair at Expo. Find that the number of stalls are fewer than last time. Quite crowded even though is weekday. Buy some finger foods along the way, 1 of those is 盐酥鸡, not as good as I had eaten in Taiwan, the taste totally cant be compared. Miss those food in Taiwan, the food street........

"社会就是这样，如果你不能做条凶猛的鲨鱼，那你就不妨做一只快乐的鲍鱼吧，至少，在被别人享用的时候，你还可以体会人们对价格的尊重和对稀有的好奇!"

甜蜜约定

轻轻关上我的眼睛
整个心里都是你
希望真爱能被你感应

你是月亮我是星星
陪你一起数心情
见证我俩爱情的降临

在我心里 最爱的人就是你
装上翅膀我要飞向你
爱的印记 如此坚定
这是我们的甜蜜约定

轻轻呼吸你的呼吸
心里满满都是你
你是阳光水还有空气

茫茫人海确定是你
幸福闪烁的眼睛
月亮代表我的这颗心

在我心里 最爱的人就是你
装上翅膀我要飞向你
爱的印记 如此坚定
这是我们的甜蜜约定
Baby U will know our love so sweet

Slacking...

Yesterday was my last day. Everyone seem surprise...silence resignation. 我静悄悄地走就如我静悄悄地来. Today finally can sleep as long as I want, no need to rush to work. Slacking feel good. Finished watching 爱情魔法师 today. A nice drama I can say. The next drama on my list is Princess Hour (宫), heard the rating for this korean drama is quite high. Going to see it myself if it is really that nice.

水迷宫的传说
一对恋人各站在一边，凭着感觉在水迷宫往前走，如果能够相遇，就证明了他们是生命里内定的恋人，永远会在一起。

"用平静的心去面对不平静的事，用最成熟的心態來选择自己的未來"

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Yesterday
Yesterday was a heavy rain day. My eyes were also blurred by the rain, cant notice anything in front of me. Even if you had walked past me, it will also not caught my attention.

Today
Today the weather is fair. I can see more clearer now. Little did I know that actually you had been at my side all along. Braving through all the harsh weathers with me. Regret that I had not notice you earlier.

Tomorrow
Tomorrow weather I will not know, no matter how harsh or nice the weather is, I wish that we can brave through it together. Will you stay with me and endure all the hardship together?

"时钟不能走回它曾走过的地方，人生也不能走回他曾经走过的青春。时间不能为我停止， 所以我该珍惜我最关心的人。那个人，除了你，还会有谁呢?"

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow will be the last day of my 2nd job. Had been waiting very long for it to come but when tomorrow will be the day, wish it had not come so soon. Same feeling as in the poly, army, 1st job days. People are contradicting or is it me only?

Although it is a short stay in this company, I had to admit I learn quite alot here. But as what I had said in the earlier post, I had come in at a wrong time. If there is someone to guide me the way, I am sure this is not a big problem to me. All people surprise that I can find a job so soon, and worst still, my next job offer me with good benefits. All of them say I too lucky.

I would like to say thank you to all the people in the company that had enlighten me in the 1 months+ time especially 1 of the estate manager. He help me alot when he know that I dunno anything, guide me how MCST works and vet my minutes even though many mistakes inside without getting frustrated. A sentence from him that I always remember "No one know how to walk when born; people learn from their mistake and 1 more mistake is 1 more step nearer to success".

Past is for you to memorable, future for you to look forward to. You cant change what had happened but you can decide the future. What had happened will be in my memory, good luck to all my colleagues working in the company.

"你可以选择停在原点自怨自艾，或者抬起头勇敢面对，让别人看到一个更加耀眼坚强的自己"