Sunday, July 30, 2006

Decision....

After talking to my friends and thinking through in my head for some time, I asked myself:
If I am interested in this job: No

If this is what I want: No
If I had understand the whole job scope: No
After these questions, I come to a conclusion, it is no point to continue in a thing when the interest is not there even though it will be a little cruel to the company and the staff there. I just wanted to end it when it is just at it initial stage as escape is not a solution and worst is trying to lie to myself that I happy doing it. If things were to end before it goes down the road, it will be more simple. If I am not fated to wear those formal clothes to work, why should I force myself...Just be my normal self, grab a t-shirt and off to work, simple as that.
Tomorrow will be going to HR and ask how to resolve this matter.

"Be frank during the start and not wait till the whole incident exposed and resulted in a big mess then regret."

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Am I on the right path??

3 days past since my new job. I started to find it is totally unrelated to what I had been studying and my past job. I study more on technical side but this job is more on management, ending up I look like a fresh grad again....no....is worse than fresh grad, most thing seem unknown to me and I had to start learning everything again. Although learning is good, can gain more experience but the time frame given to me is only 1 week which I had to know what people had used 3 years to study in polytechnic... After 1 week, I will "need" to be operational ready. Can I??

A sentence float in my mind: Is this the job I want, what I looking for, am I on the right path?? No use regreting since I already put my foot in... Juz learn wat I can and see how long my enduration can go.... Mayb this is a test for my determination. Since I can against all odd of all people say i can only last at most 2 months in my past job, and ended up 1 year plus, this shouldnt pose a defeat to me....Common thing of both company is high turnover rate. 1st news I heard is 2 people will be resigning when I am joining...same as my previous company.....it this call fate???